[Heartbeat.

Makes her feel like she could be important.]

I'd never, uhm, t-thought about it. I don't know if anyone here knows how to play, though uhm, I guess t-there are probably books or something...

[Despite being in Wonderland, she falls back into old habits of material scarcity easily. It's the same reason she still scavenges in the attic when she can just pull the things she needs. It's a defense mechanism- can't get used to having too much. Can't have it too nice.]

I'm not even sure where I'd start.