Alphys (
sciencelizard) wrote2016-03-07 02:20 am
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![]() "I think, we all w-want to seem like we're... capable, y-you know? Supposed to be something, t-that... everyone thinks we are." ∴ • ✘ • ✂ • ⊗ • ¿ [artist] | All that you desired when you were a child Was to be old, was to be old Now that you are here suddenly you fear You’ve lost control, you’ve lost control Do you like the person you’ve become... Oh Under the weight of living? You’re under the weight of living Under the weight of living You are under the weight, The weight of living, the weight of living It all crept up on you, in the night it got you And plagued your mind, it plagues your mind Every day it passes faster than the last did And you’ll be old, soon you’ll be old Do you like the person you’ve become... |
| ALPHYS |
| The Royal Scientist of the Underground. Tries very, very hard to give everyone a second chance, except for herself. Loves easily, fully, and often to her detriment. Continues to be wildly afraid of her own potential. Alphys has done her best in her time in Entranceway to make friends with those who share her interests, and be honest about herself and her motivations. After figuring out about SAVEs and RESETS, she considers herself lucky to come from a 'good' timeline and has tried to spread that hope to those who aren't. She is working hard to move on from her past and to feel that she's earned everyone's forgiveness, though she slips and falls back into old habits quickly. Luckily, she has a stable group of friends and supporters to back her up when the going gets tough. Even though she easily fell into keeping many others' secrets, she's been doing a fairly good job at not creating, and perpetuating, her own. Still, she worries about her future, and her ability to keep the friends and relationships she's acquired. With more than a year in Wonderland now under her belt, and her darkest memories dragged out for the Mansion to see, she's experienced an outpouring of love- and perhaps, can finally start to put her past behind her. With this comes new resolutions, new hope, and a strengthened resolve to keep her friends close and be the kind of person she admires- the kind that can support them when they need it. |
∴ canon | ₪ cross-canon | ♥ friend | ღ crush | ★ best friends | ✔ trusted | ||
| ✘ dislike | ◑ neutral | ¿ uncertain | ✂ complicated | ❖ want to know better | ⟲ knows about past | ||
| ⚑ afraid of | ⚡ dangerous | ⊗ worry | ø unknown | 回 acquaintance | ❱ avoidance |


fiddleford mcgucket.
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[artist]
If only you, you could see
The darkest place that you could be
Oh maybe then you'd understand
From desert heat to cobbled streets
From broken home to the city beat
There's so much more than you could know
So take me back, when I believed
Back when I was unafraid
Just like a thief
And all the heights
That I could reach
Back when I was unafraid
Just like a thief
If I could live a thousand times
If I could make a thousand tries
Maybe then I'd get it right
The more I see, the more I know
That everyone just wants a show
No we don't want to see the truth
On the other hand... Fiddleford is definitely hiding something, but it doesn't bother her- he doesn't press her for questions, and nor does she him, so they can exist in their comfortable distance. For now, it is no problem, but in the future, she may have wished she did something more when she had the chance...