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sciencelizard) wrote2016-03-07 02:20 am
sciencelizard) wrote2016-03-07 02:20 am
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« [CR CHART: ENTRANCEWAY]
 "I think, we all w-want to seem like we're... capable, y-you know? Supposed to be something, t-that... everyone thinks we are." ∴ • ✘ • ✂ • ⊗ • ¿ [artist] | All that you desired when you were a child Was to be old, was to be old Now that you are here suddenly you fear You’ve lost control, you’ve lost control Do you like the person you’ve become... Oh Under the weight of living? You’re under the weight of living Under the weight of living You are under the weight, The weight of living, the weight of living It all crept up on you, in the night it got you And plagued your mind, it plagues your mind Every day it passes faster than the last did And you’ll be old, soon you’ll be old Do you like the person you’ve become... |
| ALPHYS |
| The Royal Scientist of the Underground. Tries very, very hard to give everyone a second chance, except for herself. Loves easily, fully, and often to her detriment. Continues to be wildly afraid of her own potential. Alphys has done her best in her time in Entranceway to make friends with those who share her interests, and be honest about herself and her motivations. After figuring out about SAVEs and RESETS, she considers herself lucky to come from a 'good' timeline and has tried to spread that hope to those who aren't. She is working hard to move on from her past and to feel that she's earned everyone's forgiveness, though she slips and falls back into old habits quickly. Luckily, she has a stable group of friends and supporters to back her up when the going gets tough. Even though she easily fell into keeping many others' secrets, she's been doing a fairly good job at not creating, and perpetuating, her own. Still, she worries about her future, and her ability to keep the friends and relationships she's acquired. With more than a year in Wonderland now under her belt, and her darkest memories dragged out for the Mansion to see, she's experienced an outpouring of love- and perhaps, can finally start to put her past behind her. With this comes new resolutions, new hope, and a strengthened resolve to keep her friends close and be the kind of person she admires- the kind that can support them when they need it. |
∴ canon | ₪ cross-canon | ♥ friend | ღ crush | ★ best friends | ✔ trusted | ||
| ✘ dislike | ◑ neutral | ¿ uncertain | ✂ complicated | ❖ want to know better | ⟲ knows about past | ||
| ⚑ afraid of | ⚡ dangerous | ⊗ worry | ø unknown | 回 acquaintance | ❱ avoidance |
chara.
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[artist]
Since my heart is golden
I've got sense to hold in
Tempted just to make an ugly scene
No I'm not as proper, my money's in copper
Ripped down from the brownstones to the street
Listen, I'm your friend (don't quote me)
But not a friend worth noting
Yes, please don't ever note me as your friend
Who says we have cold hearts?
Acting out our old parts
Let's perform our favourite little scene
I get carried away
Carried away from you
And I'm hoping and I'm praying
Cause I'm sorry, sorry about that
Sorry about the things that I said
Always let it get to my head
All your appeal
Once again with feeling
Higher education making sense
Justify your thesis
Certain that you need this
Tell me what your point is in defense
Listen, I don't really know you
And I don't think I want to
But I think I can fake it if you can
And let's agree there's no need
No more talk of money
Let's just keep pretending to be friends
Since then, she has mostly avoided them, despite rocky bumps of being forced into the same space through care for their mutual friends. Sans told her they think she will never forgive them- she, in turn, believes they will never forgive her, for not only her actions in Wonderland, but her treatment of Flowey and their memory. Alphys truly does not believe she can ever make it up to them, but is too scared of Chara to approach them separately, and this looks unlikely to change unless an extenuating circumstance forces them to speak. It's better for everyone, she thinks, if they can just forget she exists.