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sciencelizard) wrote2016-03-07 02:20 am
sciencelizard) wrote2016-03-07 02:20 am
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 "I think, we all w-want to seem like we're... capable, y-you know? Supposed to be something, t-that... everyone thinks we are." ∴ • ✘ • ✂ • ⊗ • ¿ [artist] | All that you desired when you were a child Was to be old, was to be old Now that you are here suddenly you fear You’ve lost control, you’ve lost control Do you like the person you’ve become... Oh Under the weight of living? You’re under the weight of living Under the weight of living You are under the weight, The weight of living, the weight of living It all crept up on you, in the night it got you And plagued your mind, it plagues your mind Every day it passes faster than the last did And you’ll be old, soon you’ll be old Do you like the person you’ve become... |
| ALPHYS |
| The Royal Scientist of the Underground. Tries very, very hard to give everyone a second chance, except for herself. Loves easily, fully, and often to her detriment. Continues to be wildly afraid of her own potential. Alphys has done her best in her time in Entranceway to make friends with those who share her interests, and be honest about herself and her motivations. After figuring out about SAVEs and RESETS, she considers herself lucky to come from a 'good' timeline and has tried to spread that hope to those who aren't. She is working hard to move on from her past and to feel that she's earned everyone's forgiveness, though she slips and falls back into old habits quickly. Luckily, she has a stable group of friends and supporters to back her up when the going gets tough. Even though she easily fell into keeping many others' secrets, she's been doing a fairly good job at not creating, and perpetuating, her own. Still, she worries about her future, and her ability to keep the friends and relationships she's acquired. With more than a year in Wonderland now under her belt, and her darkest memories dragged out for the Mansion to see, she's experienced an outpouring of love- and perhaps, can finally start to put her past behind her. With this comes new resolutions, new hope, and a strengthened resolve to keep her friends close and be the kind of person she admires- the kind that can support them when they need it. |
∴ canon | ₪ cross-canon | ♥ friend | ღ crush | ★ best friends | ✔ trusted | ||
| ✘ dislike | ◑ neutral | ¿ uncertain | ✂ complicated | ❖ want to know better | ⟲ knows about past | ||
| ⚑ afraid of | ⚡ dangerous | ⊗ worry | ø unknown | 回 acquaintance | ❱ avoidance |
MARVEL
steve rogers.
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[artist]
We're too young to know what love is, our loss
Cynical eyes scanning the room for meaning
Maybe youth is wasted on the young, our loss
Travel in packs, drinking our teenage spirit
Maybe we're all clean cut criminals
Running fast to blur the visuals
And I'm not sure I've got the heart for this
Maybe that's the hardest part of it
If we're brave enough we won't save it up for later
Come on show me what, come on show me what you made of
I'll start the engine up, come on show me what you're made of
We're not damaged goods, maybe we're just lonely people
Now I feel like we're total strangers, so what?
Monopoly minds, following blind to danger
This feels like a race against the clock, tick tock
All of our tears are rubbing of silver metals
Do we have the time to justify
All these sins we try to glorify
And I'm not sure I've got the heart for this
Maybe that's the hardest part of it
We're not damaged goods, maybe we're just lonely people
incredibly attractivealways willing to lend a hand to anyone that needs it.While Alphys isn't sure she understands Steve's unfailing confidence in what she does, she enjoys that he seems to always be willing to encourage or spend time with her. She wants to find a way to make it up to him, somehow, and prove his belief in her skills isn't unfounded.
bucky barnes.
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[artist]
An act of kindness
Is what you show to me
Not more than I can take
Oh, not more than I can take
Kindness is what you show to me
It holds me 'till I ache
Overflow and start to break
Oh I, got a feeling this will shake me down
Oh I, kind of hoping this will turn me round
And now it follows me every day
And now it follows me every day
And now it follows me every day
And now it follows me every day, every day, every day
And now it follows me every day
And now it follows me every day
And now it follows me every day
And now it follows me every day, every day, every day
An act of kindness
Is what you show to me
It caught me by surprise in this town of glass and ice
Kindness, so many people pass me by
But you warm me to my core and you left me wanting more
Oh I, got a feeling this will shake me down
Oh I, kind of hoping this will turn me round
Oh I, got a feeling that however slow
Oh I, kind of hoping this will reach my soul
Despite hearing a lot of his troubles, she still feels like she doesn't know him in the same way she knows others- through the things they love. She wants to know this, to make him feel better, and to connect to him as a person, not just as a project.
leo fitz.
₪ • ♥ • ❖ • 回 • ¿
[artist]
Its not the end of the world
In fact its not even the end of the summer
But thank god the tv is on
Cuz theres no way we could know
Anything that’s goin down
Or how were supposed to be feeling about it
I cant tell you how much I wish we could shut up and smile, yeah
Sail around the world and tell them all to keep singing it
la la la la la la
all we needs a harmony and we’ll convince the world to sing
la la la la la la
throw your arms around someone (throw your arms around someone)
maybe spread a little love
I know it sounds a little dumb (or maybe I’m a little drunk)
But all we need is some ice cream and a hug
Take a good look around
Does life really suck
Are we just complaining
I hope that this mic is on (testing 1, 2)
Cuz im on a roll here
I hope this is making some sense
I hope that you’ll throw up your hands and sing it
And tell all the haters that they should just shut up and smile, yeah
Even though they haven't talked much, Alphys wants to discuss more of her work with him- and compare more theories on science and magic (if he'd just be more willing to discuss magic's part in science period). But it's a small caveat- and Fitz can still be counted on for some casual scientific talk when she needs to get her mind away from a problem.
peter parker.
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[artist]
I was born in the middle of the night
When I went and did the wrong thing right
Stood and watched like a spider on the wall
Doing nothing made my whole world fall
While you’re sleeping in the comfort of your bed
I’ll be swinging through the city’s hot breath
Like I’m running on an endless track
But nothing that I do will ever bring him back
Web Slinger, Hope Bringer
They call me by my name
They say I’m a sometimes hero, sometimes zero
A menace on most days
But it’s all the same, this weight, the guilt,
I can’t shake
I was woken in the middle of the night
Like a firework burning in the bite
Power coursing through the river of my veins
That moment on I knew that nothing was the same
Peter has asked Alphys for help training before, and she does want to help, but is still drowning a bit in hero worship. But anything she could do to help a real hero is the closest she figures she'll ever get to being one of her own, so... might as well do what she can, even if she probably will never get over herself if she accidentally injures him in any way.