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sciencelizard) wrote2016-03-07 02:20 am
sciencelizard) wrote2016-03-07 02:20 am
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 "I think, we all w-want to seem like we're... capable, y-you know? Supposed to be something, t-that... everyone thinks we are." ∴ • ✘ • ✂ • ⊗ • ¿ [artist] | All that you desired when you were a child Was to be old, was to be old Now that you are here suddenly you fear You’ve lost control, you’ve lost control Do you like the person you’ve become... Oh Under the weight of living? You’re under the weight of living Under the weight of living You are under the weight, The weight of living, the weight of living It all crept up on you, in the night it got you And plagued your mind, it plagues your mind Every day it passes faster than the last did And you’ll be old, soon you’ll be old Do you like the person you’ve become... |
| ALPHYS |
| The Royal Scientist of the Underground. Tries very, very hard to give everyone a second chance, except for herself. Loves easily, fully, and often to her detriment. Continues to be wildly afraid of her own potential. Alphys has done her best in her time in Entranceway to make friends with those who share her interests, and be honest about herself and her motivations. After figuring out about SAVEs and RESETS, she considers herself lucky to come from a 'good' timeline and has tried to spread that hope to those who aren't. She is working hard to move on from her past and to feel that she's earned everyone's forgiveness, though she slips and falls back into old habits quickly. Luckily, she has a stable group of friends and supporters to back her up when the going gets tough. Even though she easily fell into keeping many others' secrets, she's been doing a fairly good job at not creating, and perpetuating, her own. Still, she worries about her future, and her ability to keep the friends and relationships she's acquired. With more than a year in Wonderland now under her belt, and her darkest memories dragged out for the Mansion to see, she's experienced an outpouring of love- and perhaps, can finally start to put her past behind her. With this comes new resolutions, new hope, and a strengthened resolve to keep her friends close and be the kind of person she admires- the kind that can support them when they need it. |
∴ canon | ₪ cross-canon | ♥ friend | ღ crush | ★ best friends | ✔ trusted | ||
| ✘ dislike | ◑ neutral | ¿ uncertain | ✂ complicated | ❖ want to know better | ⟲ knows about past | ||
| ⚑ afraid of | ⚡ dangerous | ⊗ worry | ø unknown | 回 acquaintance | ❱ avoidance |
peter parker.
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[artist]
I was born in the middle of the night
When I went and did the wrong thing right
Stood and watched like a spider on the wall
Doing nothing made my whole world fall
While you’re sleeping in the comfort of your bed
I’ll be swinging through the city’s hot breath
Like I’m running on an endless track
But nothing that I do will ever bring him back
Web Slinger, Hope Bringer
They call me by my name
They say I’m a sometimes hero, sometimes zero
A menace on most days
But it’s all the same, this weight, the guilt,
I can’t shake
I was woken in the middle of the night
Like a firework burning in the bite
Power coursing through the river of my veins
That moment on I knew that nothing was the same
Peter has asked Alphys for help training before, and she does want to help, but is still drowning a bit in hero worship. But anything she could do to help a real hero is the closest she figures she'll ever get to being one of her own, so... might as well do what she can, even if she probably will never get over herself if she accidentally injures him in any way.