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sciencelizard) wrote2016-03-07 02:20 am
sciencelizard) wrote2016-03-07 02:20 am
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 "I think, we all w-want to seem like we're... capable, y-you know? Supposed to be something, t-that... everyone thinks we are." ∴ • ✘ • ✂ • ⊗ • ¿ [artist] | All that you desired when you were a child Was to be old, was to be old Now that you are here suddenly you fear You’ve lost control, you’ve lost control Do you like the person you’ve become... Oh Under the weight of living? You’re under the weight of living Under the weight of living You are under the weight, The weight of living, the weight of living It all crept up on you, in the night it got you And plagued your mind, it plagues your mind Every day it passes faster than the last did And you’ll be old, soon you’ll be old Do you like the person you’ve become... |
| ALPHYS |
| The Royal Scientist of the Underground. Tries very, very hard to give everyone a second chance, except for herself. Loves easily, fully, and often to her detriment. Continues to be wildly afraid of her own potential. Alphys has done her best in her time in Entranceway to make friends with those who share her interests, and be honest about herself and her motivations. After figuring out about SAVEs and RESETS, she considers herself lucky to come from a 'good' timeline and has tried to spread that hope to those who aren't. She is working hard to move on from her past and to feel that she's earned everyone's forgiveness, though she slips and falls back into old habits quickly. Luckily, she has a stable group of friends and supporters to back her up when the going gets tough. Even though she easily fell into keeping many others' secrets, she's been doing a fairly good job at not creating, and perpetuating, her own. Still, she worries about her future, and her ability to keep the friends and relationships she's acquired. With more than a year in Wonderland now under her belt, and her darkest memories dragged out for the Mansion to see, she's experienced an outpouring of love- and perhaps, can finally start to put her past behind her. With this comes new resolutions, new hope, and a strengthened resolve to keep her friends close and be the kind of person she admires- the kind that can support them when they need it. |
∴ canon | ₪ cross-canon | ♥ friend | ღ crush | ★ best friends | ✔ trusted | ||
| ✘ dislike | ◑ neutral | ¿ uncertain | ✂ complicated | ❖ want to know better | ⟲ knows about past | ||
| ⚑ afraid of | ⚡ dangerous | ⊗ worry | ø unknown | 回 acquaintance | ❱ avoidance |
amethyst.
₪ • ♥ • ¿ • ❖
[artist]
Nothing I say comes out right,
I can't love without a fight,
No one ever knows my name,
When I pray for sun, it rains.
I’m so sick of wasting time,
But nothing's moving in my mind,
Inspiration can't be found,
I get up and fall but,
I’m alive, I’m alive, oh yeah
Between the good and bad is where you'll find me,
Reaching for heaven.
I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die,
I’ll live my life, I’m alive!
When I’m bored to death at home,
When he won't pick up the phone,
When I’m stuck in second place,
Those regrets I can't erase.
Only I can change the end,
Of the movie in my head,
There’s no time for misery,
I won't feel sorry for me.
Amethyst had also told her about the rest of the Crystal Gems, leading her to be able to talk to more of them as they arrived- something Alphys is very thankful for, despite not knowing the relationship between them very well. Alphys wishes she could have gotten the chance to know Amethyst better, but holds out hope that she may yet get to see her again.