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Alphys ([personal profile] sciencelizard) wrote2016-03-07 02:20 am
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"I think, we all w-want to seem like we're... capable, y-you know? Supposed to be something, t-that... everyone thinks we are."
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WEIGHT OF LIVING (PART 2)

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All that you desired when you were a child
Was to be old, was to be old
Now that you are here suddenly you fear
You’ve lost control, you’ve lost control
Do you like the person you’ve become... Oh

Under the weight of living?
You’re under the weight of living
Under the weight of living
You are under the weight,
The weight of living, the weight of living

It all crept up on you, in the night it got you
And plagued your mind, it plagues your mind
Every day it passes faster than the last did
And you’ll be old, soon you’ll be old
Do you like the person you’ve become...




ALPHYS
The Royal Scientist of the Underground. Tries very, very hard to give everyone a second chance, except for herself. Loves easily, fully, and often to her detriment. Continues to be wildly afraid of her own potential.

Alphys has done her best in her time in Entranceway to make friends with those who share her interests, and be honest about herself and her motivations. After figuring out about SAVEs and RESETS, she considers herself lucky to come from a 'good' timeline and has tried to spread that hope to those who aren't. She is working hard to move on from her past and to feel that she's earned everyone's forgiveness, though she slips and falls back into old habits quickly. Luckily, she has a stable group of friends and supporters to back her up when the going gets tough. Even though she easily fell into keeping many others' secrets, she's been doing a fairly good job at not creating, and perpetuating, her own.

Still, she worries about her future, and her ability to keep the friends and relationships she's acquired. With more than a year in Wonderland now under her belt, and her darkest memories dragged out for the Mansion to see, she's experienced an outpouring of love- and perhaps, can finally start to put her past behind her. With this comes new resolutions, new hope, and a strengthened resolve to keep her friends close and be the kind of person she admires- the kind that can support them when they need it.




 
canon
cross-canon
friend
crush
best friends
trusted
 

dislike

neutral
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uncertain

complicated

want to know better

knows about past
  

afraid of

dangerous

worry
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unknown

acquaintance

avoidance