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[sciencelizard]

"This is Alphys. Uh, l-leave a message, please!"

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[save_theworld]

[Exciting? Brave?

...They guess that's just what monsters do. See the best in people. Even things that don't exist.]

I'm not. Exciting. Or brave.

Everything's still scary. Even after- After people told me why, it was still scary.

[Nobody wants to die, Alphys.]

[sciencelizard]

I mean... bravery is supposed to be about, uhm, b-being scared but doing it anyway, right? I got scared and... stopped doing everything.

[Monsters see the best in everyone... except in Alphys' case, maybe herself.]

If I got dropped outside the barrier, alone, I... I'd never have survived.

[save_theworld]

Maybe you just didn't see when I stopped.

[Definitely didn't see. Wouldn't remember. Never will. They're not going to set her straight on all the things they've really done; she already knows enough.

Frisk doesn't think she'd be nearly as happy about being friends with them if she knew how much they'd really done.]

...I had a lot of help. Still. Could've done a little better.

[sciencelizard]

[She considers it, quietly. But desperation is a hell of a driving force, when one can't handle being alone.]

Maybe, uhm... m-maybe we all could.

[We could do a little better.]

I'm gonna try.

[save_theworld]

[That's the spirit. Another small smile pulls at their lips, Frisk nodding their agreement. Trying? Sometimes that's all you can do.

It never seems to work out. But perhaps they just haven't tried enough, yet.]

Me too.